Sick of the judgement. Yeah I am not the same as I was a year ago, Yeah I am making more mistakes because I no longer have mommy and daddy with me telling me whaat to do all the time. Yeaah I am human. At least I learn from each mistake so I can avoid doing it again. But hmm.. Judge if you want. Sorry about it.
Contemplating…why?? Because its midnight and I can! Life is s short it goes by so fast. Why yes everyone tells us this, but do we really think about it and know what it means!! One day we are totally healthy, the next boom. Our lives can be taken so fast! Living day by day in the glory of the Lord is what I need to remember to do. I coulnt imagine getting told that I have cancer or that I only have a few months left, but hey unsuspecting people get that news everyday. It happens. If today was your last day… yes it is the begging of a great nickleback song, but it holds such a greater meaning. Little dramas little arguments need to be let go. Enjoying the presence of people around you is most important. Show them your love for them and the Lord our Creator. I feel like I waste my life with self deprication and worry when I should be living up everyday I can breathe with no pain, and walk with no help, eat with ease, and think without disruption. Things need to change.
